Many Christians live in monasteries without walls. They fellowship in the holy huddle and cozy comfort of the Saved. Excommunicate yourself from the monastery. We are called to be in, but not of the world: "That you may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom you shine as lights in the world."(Philippians 2:15) We should be accused (like Jesus) of being a friend of sinners, and our mingling with them should be motivated by a deep concern for their eternal welfare. This is something that you will have to make yourself do if you want to do what God tells you to do. He proved His love for you by dying on the cross. Now you prove your love for Him by taking that cross to a dying world. There goes another minute. Gone forever. Go share your faith while you still have time.